You Make It Feel Like Christmas

 

You Make It Feel Like Christmas- Sophie Sullivan

St. Martin's Griffin

Release Date: September 23, 2025

Rating: 📚📚📚

Synopsis: Maisie Smart doesn’t look back. Not on the choice she made to be a photographer, and not on the one-night stand she had six months ago. But sleeping with a professional hockey player who bolted the morning after is a whole new level of embarrassing. Now she’s about to spend the week at Tickle Tree Farms with her family this Christmas—and then the universe throws a Grinch in her festive plans.

Nick King is a mess. After a significant injury benches him, he has more time to dwell on his anxieties and the one-night stand he can’t get out of his head. With the holidays around the corner, he figures visiting his sister and nephew at their Christmas tree farm will be a good way to sort himself out. That’s impossible when he learns Maisie is there, still beautiful and justifiably angry about the way he left. But Christmas is the time for second chances, and the forced proximity may help Nick and Maisie unwrap feelings neither of them can walk away from twice.

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Six months after her only one-night stand, photographer Maisie has sworn off men and ready to get in the holiday spirit with her family at a tree-farm family get-away. So imagine her surprise when her one-night stand turns out to be the tree-farm owner's brother, in town for the holidays! Nick King is a NHL player dealing with issues, injuries, and hoping a week visiting his sister will make his future clearer. He regrets walking out on Maisie after their night together, so getting to see her again and maybe have another chance is just what he wants. It might not make the future clearer, but when feelings get involved, it gets important to make it right.

I wasn't sure I could handle a Christmas book so early in the year, but Sullivan got me in the mood right away with her delightful descriptions of Merry, Washington- a little town that takes Christmas very seriously. Seeing it through Maisie's photographer's view in particular drew me right in. There were fun sibling dynamics, both serious and flirty momens between Maisie and Nick, and a good core of friends having each other's backs. 

The last part of the book went back to Seattle and left the Christmassy vibe behind, changing things up until it almost read like a different book. I got it from the plot "how does this relationship work in real-life" idea, but it was dissapointing after the fast-paced, delightful first half. I also wish Nick and Maisie had talked more about what was going on between them towards the end instead of each feeling like they had to get themselves straight before coming together, when they've spent the book telling each other that they see (and care for) each other with what the other sees as "flaws".

I enjoyed how realistically complicated both Maisie and Nick, but particularly Nick, were. They both have things going on in their lives, neither is "perfect", but they love what they do and understand that prioritizing life around what makes them happy is the most important thing. Maisie comes from a family of overachieving academics, doctors, and lawyers but sher herself has struggled in school and probably has a learning disability. She developed coping mechanisms for what sounds like dyslexia and focused on what she found joy in: photography. Her parents treat it like a hobby, even though she has a thriving business, and some of the talks her mom dumps on her about "reaching her potential" (as her mom sees it) are deeply cringe-worthy. The rest of her family and friends support her, but that lack of parentla support is a big deal.

Nick has been sidelined with a knee injury and been convinced to see a therapist for anxiety. I thought the author did a really great job representing panic attacks/anxiety and talking about mental health issues in the book. As someone who deals with this myself I thought it was great seeing one of the side stories being mental health in professional sports, men's health, and general awareness.

A fun holiday, hockey rom-com that reminds us we're all special to someone, no matter how we see ourselves.

I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review

Playing Hurt

Playing Hurt (An Aces Hockey Novel)- Kelly Jamieson
Loveswept/Random House 
Release Date: July 17, 2018

Rating:
📚📚📚

Warning: Possible Spoilers Ahead!

Synopsis: Chase: The last thing I’d ever want to do is let my team down. After overcoming my bad-boy reputation, I was dominating on the ice. But things aren’t going so well this season, and even my parents think I’m partying again. Now I’m really worried about my career. The only bright spot in my life is the Twitter flirtation I’ve struck up with pop princess Jordyn Banks. Turns out she’s a huge hockey fan—and she’s willing to wager a date on her favorite team. . . .
 
Jordyn: Even though I’m an L.A. fan now, I’ve always had a soft spot for the Aces, since I grew up in Chicago. Then I lose a bet to Chase Hartman, and suddenly I’m up close and personal with a pro athlete who’s anything but soft. Not only is Chase the hottest guy I’ve ever met, he’s secretly super sweet. As if I had time for a relationship . . . yeah, right. But when I suddenly have nothing but time on my hands, he’s the only one who understands. Now, with both of our careers at stake, Chase is tempting me to put my heart on the line too.

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Have you ever wondered what could happen if you started following someone famous on Twitter and were actually brave enough to send them a message- and they responded? Chase Hartman of the Chicago Aces has a huge crush on singer Jordyn Banks, so when she follows him back on Twitter he's excited, and thanks her.  They get into Twitter messaging over hockey and before he quite knows what he's done, Chase has asked Jordyn out on a date.  And she's agreed.  Both say they aren't looking for a relationship at this stage in their lives, but as health challenges get thrown at them both they discover that life doesn't always go according to plan.

I loved the premise for Playing Hurt- we've all wondered "what if" you actually started talking with a famous person you liked, and they turned out to enjoy talking to you.  Jordyn and Chase, both famous in their own circles, instantly spark something with each other despite connecting online.  When they finally meet in person, the sparks are even hotter.  They discover they can be themselves and be safe with each other.  Whether that's going bowling and to blues clubs or vacationing in Aruba, they click.  When a health scare and forced time off mean Jordyn spends more time in Chicago, they fall into a relationship neither really planned on. But you know what they say- life doesn't give you what you plan for, it gives you what you need.

You spend most of the book thinking that the title Playing Hurt refers to Jordyn's health problems sidelining her while Chase refuses to deal with his own injuries.  But Chase's injuries are not just physical- he has some serious emotional roadblocks he should be working through.  Experience has shown him that people only value him when he's perfect- whether that's former girlfriends, teams, or even his parents.  So he pushes playing on when he shouldn't and then pours a lot of guilt on himself that he isn't playing well enough and is hurting the team.  When Jordyn expresses concern about him playing hurt, he lashes out at her, instantly assuming if he doesn't do what she wants that she'll leave him.  So he leaves her first. It's only after he sees her defending his play on Twitter after breaking up that he realizes he's found someone who will stick by him even when he messes up.  There is a scene towards the end where Jordyn explains to Chase that everyone is playing life hurt- sometimes you can see the injuries, but most of the time you can't.  It's not about being the best, but trying your best that will get you through life. It was so powerful, and I just loved it.  Talk about a great reminder that whether it's a famous hockey player or the person serving you coffee, you have no idea what they are going through in their lives at that moment- so be nice.  Wouldn't you want the same treatment?

I have to admit I didn't think the first half of Playing Hurt was as well written as Jamieson's books (Back Check)  usually are, but the writing got tighter and better as the book went along and ended on a real high note. Jordyn and Chase are well-written characters with lots of depth, real-world issues, and electric chemistry.  As always, Playing Hurt is a true hockey lover's book, written by an author who obvious loves hockey as much as her characters do, but without it being so much the focus of the book that non-hockey fans would be turned off.  Although part of a series, new readers can read this as a stand alone and not be lost, although returning readers will enjoy a few cameos from characters from other books. 

A fast and fun read to get hockey lovers through to the start of the season, and romance lovers a new couple to love!

I received an ARC of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review

Slap Shot

Slap Shot (Aces Hockey) - Kelly Jamieson
Loveswept/ Random House
Release Date: October 17, 2017

Rating (out of 5):
📚📚

Synopsis: After my wife died from a rare form of cancer, sex was the last thing on my mind. Same with hockey, the other love of my life. Now, after fifteen months of eating too much, drinking too much, and generally just feeling sorry for myself, I’m facing a steep uphill battle to get my ass in shape and play my way back onto the Chicago Aces.

So I’m not looking for a relationship. Just sex. Yeah, I know how that makes me sound. But the truth is, I’ll never love another woman the way I loved my wife. When I meet a sexy bridesmaid at my teammate’s wedding, I decide to scratch that itch. A fling with Kendra Armstrong in her posh hotel room could be just what the trainer ordered.

Not only is Kendra smokin’ hot, she’s dynamite in bed—one of the perks of being a sex toy designer. Since she lives in New York anyway, we agree to keep things casual, no strings attached. The arrangement is perfect . . . until one of us falls in love. And it’s not me.

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Max Hall took a leave from the Chicago Aces two years ago when his wife was diagnosed with a rare form of terminal cancer.  Now he's trying to move forward with his life, deal with his grief, and return to hockey.  Beginning to interact with teammates again means weddings and weddings can lead to all kinds of interesting things . . . What starts out as a one night stand with Kendra becomes a casual, no-strings fling and friendship.  Max doesn't believe he's ready for more and never wants to go through the pain of losing someone again.  But life sometimes doesn't give us what we think we want- it gives us what we need.  If we don't screw it up.

I've probably said this in other blogs but I'll admit it again here: I very rarely like books written in the first person.  I like seeing things through both characters' eyes, I like seeing what's going on in their heads, how their past experiences shape who they are and how they react to things. And of books written in the first person, it's even rarer that I like a book written in the present tense where the character is narrating events as they happen instead of a past tense remembering (which has a different set of pitfalls in my opinion).  I have no idea why I find it annoying, distracting even, but I usually do.  All that lead up is something of an explanation and an apology for why I didn't like Slap Shot as much as I usually enjoy Kelly Jamieson books- especially her hockey books.  It's the first among the Aces books (maybe all of her books) I've read that is written in first person and I'm sure it was done to focus on Max's internal struggle between holding onto his grief and his guilt at starting to really live again after the death of his wife.

Although we meet Kendra through Max's eyes and see their entire relationship from his point of view (which, spoiler alert, includes falling in love with her) I never really felt like I got to know her as a person.  I knew things about her: she's a psychologist who eventually switched careers and started her own business with a friend to make sex toys for women.  She has an instinct for 'fixing' people that's gotten her into lousy relationships in the past and she has a terrible relationship with her parents.  She's caring, fun, outgoing, and loves dancing and dogs.  But for all of that, I never felt like she was a fully developed, three dimensional person. Of course, I also had that problem with Max.  I didn't like him.  He would possibly have been a more likable (or at least sympathetic) character from the outside, but when the whole book is told from his point of view he really mostly came across as a self-absorbed jerk. His goal was getting in shape for training camp and getting back on the team. It's a great goal and I loved that he was so motivated and willing to work hard to get there.  But the self-defense process of not looking at his emotions to try and avoid being hurt again came across (in his own head) as not even wanting to admit to a caring friendship with Kendra, let alone falling in love with her, but just focused on good sex.

While following Max's progress out of grieving and back to living and admitting to emotions could have been a very reflective and touching story, I was left feeling a little flat about Slap Shot in general.  There are a few great scenes at the end where Max finally gets his head on straight and very well written and emotional apology and reconciliation scenes.  But overall, I was left wanting a little something more. Whether that was a bit of additional plot or more emotional introspection or more depth of character, I feel like Slap Shot was one of Jamieson's more mediocre books, with the potential to have been one of her best.    

Long time readers of Kelly Jamieson's Aces Hockey series (Back Check, Icing) have been aware of Max and his tragic story, but he's always been a very peripheral character.  So readers new to the series don't have to worry about having missed any backstory if they start the series with Slap Shot.  Personally, I recommend reading the rest of the Aces series first so that Max's return to the team at the end will give you a bit more emotional satisfaction than the rest of the book.

I received an ARC of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review